Journal: Week 22

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✨ Highlights of the Week

i haven’t been so busy for quite a while, damn, it was such a productive week! a few nights, i stayed up alone in the office, pouring in some extra effort just to complete things. one of the biggest accomplishments was finishing my self-review for 2024. writing down reflections on each project i worked on really made me pause and think deeply.

while writing my self-review on key outputs, i realised how much i’ve participated in, but at the same time, i can’t help but feel like i could have done more. it wasn’t about slacking off, but how some tasks seemed almost too easy compared to my past experiences. don’t get me wrong though—what i mean by “easy” is that it was less challenging in terms of technical knowledge.

thinking back to project H (let’s keep it hashed for confidentiality), i remember how overwhelming it was at the start. the requirements were straightforward when i look at them now, but back then? oh boy, it was another story entirely. the business chinese jargon? it felt like my brain hit a complete blank.

as someone raised in malaysia, speaking chinese, switching to malay in secondary school, and then studying in singapore for three years before settling here for over seven… let’s just say my language system got a serious workout. juggling those languages while trying to grasp the project requirements? yeah, it was intense. i felt so out of my depth.

when i look back at it now, (yes, i’m smiling 🥹), jinghui, you’ve come so far. you did so well! even those late nights staying up until 4am, panicking about whether you’d make the deadline… you still made it. all the mistakes you made during each project? they’re the reason you are where you are today.

that realisation hit me deeply this week. it’s moments like these that remind me of why i push myself—to grow, to overcome, and to keep building my confidence.

🥰 Memories

他们难道要把中国工区的零食带进来么 😍 午餐 salmon 真的不会难吃到哪里去 打包的晚餐 heading to the gym! 日常 午餐午餐 终于去拿我的一周年礼包拉~ 不知不觉的 TT 要被下 小红书一堆外国 IP xs 好看! 吃! 还是吃! 宵夜 夜宵 吃~~~~ 29 真的… 有点不公平啊 我那层都不去打理的吗 huh? ~ 去和业务吃饭啦 糖分+++ 这个是辣的辣炒年糕 这个真的可以! 然后还是gym!!!!! 诶为什么我一直这样拍 。。。 竞辉加油! 和 leon 出去吃午餐! joe 给我的 luckin~ 打包的晚餐 还是 gym 嗯 我的 go-to 早餐!🥰 back to jb… 配了新眼镜 去旁边街上的新年摆摊 - ok 我不懂怎样叫他们 but u get me :3 其实马来西亚的炮不是那么的贵的 - 好不好看就是另一回事了 weee 免费试吃哪里可以没有我 晚餐吃苦瓜汤! 嗯 这间。我给 6.8/10 整理家里找到了以前玩「animal 卡」得奖得到的衣服 哎 都不知道花了多少父母的钱 ooopsie 早餐 - 难吃 不会再来了 terima kasih, next OMG… hold up 这个橡皮檫我真的不知道该从哪里说起 小学时,学校流行「斗胶擦」就是可以用手指去按、压在上面的就是赢家 - 因为我喜欢画画,突发奇想说为什么不借此机会来卖胶擦、然后我就在上面画了一些以前流行的「弹弹堂」的武器等等来高价出售 不敢相信吧 - 我也是 🥺 有一说一 我还是觉得画的蛮不错的 还能拼起来的 「双拼」哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 ayeee 你看… 有鸡 🐔 AHHHH - ok 有时我的笑点真的有点莫名其妙 吃饭!🍽️ 好喝! 555 工区里的龙眼干 没想到那么好吃 当然 除了 mcd 还是 mcd 额 上回还夸你开给我们普通老百姓用,容许我撤回我说的话 谢谢

my note: after keeping my photos here i will be deleting most of them on my phone teeheee