Journal: Week 40

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✨ Highlights of the Week

this week felt slow on purpose—i let time pass and just thought about the future. i officially started two modules this sem: TCX1101 & TCX2002. re-learning maths instantly pulled me back to secondary school.

reminiscing…

i used to be that kid in class—naughty, restless, not listening. ask me why? no idea.

then, out of nowhere, something clicked…

about three months before form 3—the big exam that decides your stream (science, accountancy, architecture etc.)—i suddenly realised how important knowledge is. i crammed. no seconds wasted. boom: accountancy stream (class 2). first exam, additional maths 97. that’s when i got to know folks from the top science class—super friendly, super humble—we studied together. i helped where i could; maths was my strongest, my favourite.

this week, all those feelings came back—the stress, the nerves, the lost-ness… and the quiet stubbornness to keep going anyway.

looking back, i’m sooo proud—but NOT satisfied. 不是贪心,是有底气的饥饿感。i know there’s more in me.

something better is coming. i’m building toward the next next NEXT level. 🔥

📝 Reading Insights

this week’s reading all pointed to the same reminder: don’t rush. slow down, think, then move.

in 《段位》, a few chapters emphasise 先想后动—think before you make a move; think more to avoid avoidable errors. couldn’t agree more.

and this line from Jewish Wisdom for Business Success hit me hard:

“When the going gets tough, realise that fear makes threats look larger than they really are and there is no need to retreat to what is familiar. remember the strength you had to leave the past and move forward with faith.”

right now, i’m in a good position to aim for the right role—not just the next role—and even leave space to build something of my own. no rushing, no panic moves. this decision is pivotal, so i’ll choose with intention.

how i’m applying it next week:

  • block thinking time before big decisions (no “instant yes”).
  • write a one-pager for any major move: goals, trade-offs, risks, next steps.
  • default to “not yet” on shiny distractions for 48 hours.
  • measure twice, cut once: review plans and code before execution.

slow is smooth; smooth is fast.


some other insights from Jewish Wisdom:

INSIGHT FOR BUSINESS: Fear makes the unknown seem more ominous than it really is. Sticking with strategies of the past can often hurt a business. The world is always changing-manage for today and tomorrow instead of yesterday.

INSIGHT FOR LIFE: Always face the future, not the past. You need no longer fear the enemies that you have already conquered.

🥰 Memories | August 4 - 10

lunchie w sis! topped up my hair spray 交流时,需保持冷静思考 - 这本书真的,好深,好喜欢 anthropic droppin fire 12 golden rules for low latency? 懂得给对方台阶下也是一门学问 捧杀 捧杀 - 用头脑去思考的重要性 tried 了一下… thank you, next… 日常 认真思考了,PT 之路开始。 我真的 🥹 来了这家!有些应该忘记的回忆,突然涌上… oh my 天, 14 bucks for… chat is that worth 14 bucks chat? just say no - learning negotiation… cuz they be funny lately ask for more information - yes, guys, … pls give concessionary info compliment from 🐽🐽 look at the cloud guys ☁️ 牛肉小面!真的很小,吃不饱,,,但是好吃! 配上 avocado + banana study room back view 知人者智,想得越多,错的越少 鸡饭,一盘 鸡蛋,四颗 如果你看到前面的阴影,别怕!那是因为你的背后有阳光!- awwww when the going gets tough, realise that the fear makes threats look larger than they really are. Always face the future, not the past. You need no longer fear the enemies that you have already conquered reading TCX2002 pre-lecture note omw back to jb! prataaaaaaaaa and the must-have teh tarik nom nom nomz rOTI BOOM they were so big that day… honestly, usually it is just a palm size ngl ugh and naan cheese + ayam nasi goreng daging - this was straight 100/10 and whATTT the gambing soup 😭🙏🏽💕 and back home w my fam home made 金瓜焖饭?超级好吃啊啊啊啊啊 太幸福了我 AFMA has theseeeeee wHAT!!! weight been droppin since then… 🥺 妈咪的糖水 ❤️ omg we found our childhood lullaby my dad used to play otw back grandpa house 🥺 蒜米炸鸡 豆腐豆腐 another sweet moment w 爸爸妈妈姐姐爷爷婆婆 🥺💕 someone said, they line up to be picked to kill………… 🙏🏽 here it is, recommend but just not so budget ..? look at the moon! it was orangieeeee grandpa even treated us durian that he bought during his trip to Bentong 文冬 - 猫山王的原产地, 爷爷 treated us sultan 王 + 猫山王! 🥺 and guess what… niuniu ate tooooooo ahhhh so cute and shes so blessed shop for some cookies and cakes 😋 干肉骨茶!!!!!超级好吃 猪肚汤 什么豆腐汤、五香和最左边那个忘记名字了啊啊啊 随拍 check, happy, proud